Breaking Up!

After so much time, I finally decided to write, do I call it a book or a blog. Whatever one may call it, it is something I always aspired to do, planned many times, started writing on two previous occasions. This time around, by God's blessings I have been able to write a bit. Do bless it with some of your time. http://thebreakingup.wordpress.com/ Love One Love All Mohit Chopra

Relax" as I understand it !

As I approach the end of the first day of this New Year, I am being reminded of something that I have always suggested to people. To relax, to take it easy, to just chill about things. It indeed is an irony. Though, it is not surprising, for those who know me, might be aware that worrying comes naturally to me. I do take things to my heart, I do feel bad when things don’t go my way, I do expect. And all I am able to do is hang on to the hope, that someday either someone would come would be able to live up to my expectations or I will let go of them. This hope in itself is about losing all hope. Not that I don’t understand how things work, how people are, how it all boils down to your own self, how it is me who needs to manage my feelings and not wait for anyone else to come save me from this agony of an inconsistent wait. I call it inconsistent as it does not go with the way I lead my life. I am usually very chirpy, always looking for a way to smile or a put a smile on someone else’s face. At least I try to feel that way, because that’s the only way to teach yourself to be happy. In this world where we cease to look at the brighter side and chose to look at what all is wrong, where we seek more reasons to fight than to thank anyone and really feel it. There is no more truth than what you believe it is, so there is no more happiness than you allow yourself. The more love you allow to seep into the pores that you mind lets open, the more chances are that you will be exposed to the joy of the world. But at the same time you are exposing yourself to an opportunity to get hurt pretty bad. As I began writing this little piece, I was yearning to vent out my fears, the pain of waiting. I was ready to implore to my inner conscience to leave its idiosyncratic self destructive ways and to smile yet again. And here I am, one who writes long essays and poems in fifteen minutes, writing these 3 paragraphs from the past 2 hours. As I myself don’t know what all can I express, what all can I write, without hurting those who are reading this. As it is, I am blessed with a plethora of friends, who care about me, who wish well for me, who are still waiting for that one phone call through which I will once again share, my love, my care, my pains, my tears, my joy of having them in my life. I thank the almighty to have given me more than just one opportunity to endure the best times. And yet, I abet myself to be engrossed in the very things that belittle the very attempts to pacify my mind. As the year begins, all I want to do is relax without associating any price to it. Love One Love All Mohit Chopra 1 Jan 2012

Pura Hua...

Kyu fanna hua,
Na koi vajah,
Phir bhi bepanna hua,
Khoya har jagah,

Bikhra sa thoda,
Samete jahan ko,
Ladkhadaya thoda,
Dhunde raah ko,

Dhun apni hi,
Jhume paglaya sa,
Bhookh halki si,
Bahut wo pyasa,

Dar bedar,
Kashti si wo,
Kuch bekhabar,
Nakaarti kisko,

Apni hi uljhan,
Apni hi mauj me,
Apni hi tadpan,
Apni hi khoj me,

Anjaan khudi se,
Bebas sa,
Bas Tujhi se,
Pura hua…

Love One Love All,
Mohit Chopra
10th Oct 2011

Aakhir dil to dil hi hai…

Laakh koshishe kar le hum,
Zehan se khayal jaata nahi tumhara,
Kitna bhi intezaar chahe kar le hum,
Paigaam ab koi nahi aata tumhara,

Ajab baichaini ka ehsaas hai,
Thoda ghabra raha hun main,
Kyu nahi tu mere paas hai,
Ke tujh bin kuch gumshuda hun main,

Ilzaam berukhi ka bhi kya lagaun,
Ke bedard to kismet hai,
Ke haal kaise lafzon me bataun,
Ke kho rahe alfaaz hai,

Khamosh hun par kuch keh raha hun,
Bas me aur kuch na hai,
Jaane ab bhi kyu sawal kar raha hun,
Aakhir dil to dil hi hai…

Love One Love All
Mohit Chopra
9th Oct 2011

Tu hi hai...

Kitne bhi nuks nikalun,
Phir bhi sabse behtareen to tu hi hai,
Choti choti baatein badi bana dun,
Bechain dil ko sakun bhi to tu hi hai,

Din aur tareekh bhula dun,
Meri yadasht to tu hi hai,
Likhte likhte lafz mita dun,
Meri kalam ki shyahi bhi to tu hi hai,

Teri koshisho ko nazarandaz kar dun,
Phir bhi meri umeed to tu hi hai,
Haste hoton ko berukhi dikha dun,
Ke meri muskaan bhi to tu hi hai,

Raaton ko tanha chod dun,
Ke mere khwaab to tu hi hai,
Dillagi bepannah karun,
Ke meri deewangi bhi to tu hi hai,

Tujhse bin baat ladun,
Ke mera haq to tu hi hai
Ke kitni bhi shikayat karun,
Mera farishta bhi to tu hi hai…

Love One Love All
Mohit Chopra
5th Oct 2011

Chup reh jaate hai hum

Aasan hai sab kehna,
Phir bhi chup reh jaate hai hum,
Ke tum to samajh lena,
Kya khamoshiyon me keh jaate hai hum,

Dar hai kuchh,
Ke kuch to seham jaate hai hum,
Kehte ho kuchh,
Aur kuchh samajh jaate hai hum,

Ilm nahi shayad tumhe,
Ya maine hi bataya nahi,
Ke chand rukhe alfazon se,
Kat ti ye raatein nahi ,

Iltijaa itni si hai,
Ke har khata maaf karna,
Jo humse thodi mohbbat hai,
Bas usi ko yaad karna,

Ke mera to rozgar hi teri ibadat hai,
Har pal, har lamha,
Bas karna teri hi chahat hai…

Love One Love All
Mohit Chopra
4th Oct 2011

When I am alone...

When I am alone,
I see a frown on my face,
More often than I see a smile,

When I am alone,
I feel older in heart,
Than I am in age,

When I am alone,
I see no joy no comfort,
In spite of having all worldly pleasures,

When I am alone,
I fear and worry,
Not relax and pacify my soul,

When I am alone,
I yearn for glory,
Not work to win it,

When I am alone,
I think of the past,
Not labor for the present,

When I am alone,
I feel how much I have lost,
Not seeing what I may gain,

When I am alone,
I tend to distance myself for my own self,
For it is me who I need to meet again,

When I am alone,
I am indeed lonely still,
Coz I don’t even have my own self by my side,

When I am alone,
I ask to be left alone,
Coz I have grown such to live alone…

Love One Love All, above all learn to Love your Own Self…

Mohit Chopra
16th July 2011
1:00 to 1:07 pm