Who do i Love?

When i was a little child,
i heard this word,
it sounded a bit wild,
loving a girl sounded absurd,

so i fell in love
as everyone does,
pure as a dove,
and everyone loves,

i started loving her,
looked at her all the time,
her name i did whisper,
my eyes did shine,

i don't remeber how,
and not even when,
did the feeling grow,
my heart let out of the den,

she taught us english,
but i didn' study much,
and the story did finish,
nothing new as such,

and so i moved on,
to love someone else,
a new look to don,
to be with someone else,

and then i saw her,
i was again in love,
i had someone new to bother,
i found a whole new dove,

and i was just smiling,
i was just so joyous,
i was just singing,
but my happiness was porous,

soon i realised,
that she didn't love me,
pain well disguised,
had again struck me,

but i was not to fall,
that is not in pain,
this was a speck too small,
to leave a stain,

and so i did fall,
but this time in love again,
beauty once again had taken its toll,
i could no longer abstain,

but i didn't knew,
what life had in store,
the moments were few,
when hope did gallore,

and so she told me one day,
that she was with someone,
and i was once again in dismay,
but still there was no harm done,

yes, u guessed it right,
it did happen,
i saw a new light,
life didn'e dampen,

for the first time in my life,
someone did say YES,
i didn't had to strive,
no longer had to guess,

but it was too good,
too good to be true,
i did change my mood,
dissaperaing like the morning dew,

i went to her,
and said i am not ready,
i didn't even deter,
i guess i was a bit speedy,

and i lost my love again,
this time i did loose it,
my life's going in vain,
since that day bit by bit,

and now she's is with someone else too,
and i can't even go back,
and i got nothing in lieu,
just took tears off the rack,

and so i am waiting,
to again fall in love,
time is searching,
for a whole new dove,

one day i'll be sixty,
and i don't have a clue,
will i be this witty,
or as sticky as glue,

would i love the one,
whom i'll love when i m thirty,
would i see it's sun,
or will my life be dirty,

and i will always search,
for the one i love,
because there does always emerge,
but WHO DO I LOVE???


LOVE ONE LOVE ALL

MOHIT CHOPRA