Random thots of u...

You often tell me,
How well I play with words,
You let your mind free,
And with it my heart flirts,

You ask me how my day was,
You let me know about yours,
And then there’s an inadvertent pause,
As we encounter some closed doors,

A few questions left unanswered,
A few doubts in the mind,
You feel as if I never bothered,
And I just turned blind,

To the idiosyncratic ways,
With the way I live my life,
Looking for a few bright rays,
Overcoming the strife,

I have troubled you a lot,
A bit possessive I may have been,
Tensions were brought,
When we ventured on paths unseen,

But relished holding your hand,
And at times you in my arms,
But you slipped out like sand,
Without the slightest of alarms,

Still we lingered,
As I hoped for us,
Though I never figured,
If there was a way for us,

I still remember how beautiful it was,
The time when we begun,
We never looked for a cause,
There was no task to be done,

The pristine self was so simple,
Not a glimpse of trouble,
Each smile carried a dimple,
Always pulling me out of the rubble,

For the first time I gave up,
On life being just about myself
For I was too deep in love,
And I was looking for your help,

People tell me,
No matter what happens,
There would be good times to see,
Even though life saddens,

You just need to stick on,
And love as much you can,
As light comes with dawn,
Life will help you with your plan,

But I chose to give up,
As it was too much to take,
As I felt I was stuck,
And there was too much at stake,

I don’t repent,
Neither do I regret,
But sometimes I miss your scent,
And the way you fret,

Maybe I was too close to you,
And you never reached that stage,
I wont lie I do miss you,
But I have lost the rage,

May you do well,
And I come over things,
And have another story to tell,
And songs that my life sings…

Love One Love All

Mohit Chopra
24th Oct 2009
11:05- 11:25 pm