Sunday, January 10, 2010

Oh yeah, I am lonely

I have been there,

An ear to some,

One to care,

At times just to shun,


I may not be the first you came to,

But I never showed you my back,

Maybe you were lost in the blue,

And I didn’t show you the right track,


But I believe I gave you comfort,

I believe I made a little difference,

I tried to understand why you were hurt,

I tried not to make you tense,


Whenever you spoke of those who broke your heart,

I remembered those who broke mine,

I knew I would be overlooked from the start,

But I still gave you my time,


Maybe you felt good,

Maybe you didn’t,

Maybe I changed your mood,

Maybe I just couldn’t,


But did I ever ask,

How come you thought of me?

Before me, where did you bask,

Before me, who did you see?


I did feel connected to you,

I did feel we were together,

But I guess I was just a sink to you,

Just as you felt better,


Oh yes, I did hear from you,

At times when you were down and out,

And then you were gone before I knew,

And I had lost another bout,


It wasn’t just one of you,

Yep, there’s a myriad of yous,

Guess I didn’t have a clue,

That I was just your muse,


Who allowed you to imagine,

Who heard your inane thoughts,

Who alleviated your pain,

Gave you high like a few tequila shots,


One thing I would agree to,

I spoke of my life too,

But then do you anymore have a clue,

How difficult it is for me too,


And I am lonely now,

I guess I am more than that,

I just don’t know how,

And when I stopped being the careless brat,


I don’t know when I first happened,

The first time I shed a tear,

First time my heart saddened,

First time I admitted to my fear,


And I can’t recall it,

And no one else could either,

Coz’ I alone know that bit,

And my memories too whether,


It would all be erased,

Coz I shared it with none,

My pain wouldn’t be embraced,

And to your eyes there would be none,


I admit to it now,

I was wrong,

And I know how,

And the feeling is growing strong,


I should have let someone in,

And now I just am too closed,

I feel as if I have committed a sin,

And I dislike it the most,


Oh yeah, I am lonely,

As lonely as it gets,

My days are no more sunny,

My heart always frets,


I wish I too had someone,

Who offered me a soft shoulder,

Not make me a tool for pun,

And kick me like a boulder,


Oh yeah, I am lonely,

As lonely as it gets,

I smile, but it’s no more funny,

Like I am paying for my past life debts,


Oh yeah, I am lonely,

As lonely as it gets,

Oh yeah, someone else too is lonely,

All the tears my eye sheds,


Oh, yeah I am lonely,

As lonely as it gets…


Love One Love All

Mohit Chopra


1.10.2010

6 comments:

Kanika said...

Oh yeah, I am lonely,
As lonely as it gets,
Oh yeah, someone else too is lonely!!

i like it :)

Anonymous said...

it is very beautiful.. as always..

wish you loads n loads of Smile..

just take care.. please......

Anonymous said...

hey.... u dint write anything on your blog.. its been long.... kyun kya hua....!!!!

take care..!!! n smile..!!!

Mohit said...

being anonymous??? you can rather post a comment with your name... at least i'll know someone does read my blog...

Anonymous said...

yes i do read you blogs..
you play with words beautifully..
keep writing and keep SMILING..!!

Regards

Anonymous said...

hope you dont feel " I AM LONELY " anymore...

Smile man.. u know .. u look best when u smile.. RIGHT...!!!

Take CARE.....