If words could express what I feel...

I now reap,
I now weep,
Coz I was weak,
Sanity I seek,

Coz life’s blatant,
My ways are different,
My heart’s latent,
And my soul’s hesitant,

To take a leap,
A promise to keep,
Pain did seep,
Overshadowing joys heap,

I look, I hide,
No rule to abide,
Left everything aside,
A gap too wide,

It hurts a lot,
Like a dark spot,
A never ending drought,
All battles I fought,

I don’t repent,
Coz this is what life lent,
And I won’t relent,
If this is what it meant,

I will share,
I will hear,
I will care,
Yes I will dare,

To live as I said I would,
To the best I ever could,
I know I really should,
And I truly would,

Coz you are too much to me,
You are all I see,
You are all the joy and glee,
You are what it could ever be,

So join me and never let go,
Listen to me, as I will tell you so,
You are the sweetest I will ever know,
And one day life would show,

That life’s more than what we have had,
And there is no reason to be sad,
I know you, that’s enough a reason to be glad,
Without you, I think I’ll go mad,

Just hold my hand and we’ll walk it through,
With time, our love grew,
Let’s not let it disappear as the morning dew,
You are the life, I ever knew…

Love One Love All
Mohit Chopra
27th June 2010

The intricacies of my imagination...

The intricacies of my imagination,
Do turn out to be inane,
But so will each creation,
Anything can look mundane,

Not everything will make sense,
Not everything is meant to,
That’s just the pretense,
All you ever knew,

But now the time is ripe,
To let go of the presumptions,
There would always be people to snipe,
Coz’ this is how life functions,

So I fly high,
And go as deep as I can,
I seldom shy,
And do all that I can,

Coz’ life is short,
We have to make it grand,
There is always a lot,
Be creative like the sand,

Or the air that blows it around,
And chooses what it may be,
Opportunities are always abound,
It’s for your eyes to see,

I love when everything goes haywire,
Coz that’s when my imagination goes places,
Everything hangs by the wire,
As we go through life’s mazes,

It’s that high, for which I crave,
It spices up my life a bit,
It may not need to be grave,
But it makes my eyes lit,

Not everything I imagine is beautiful,
It’s not supposed to be that way,
But it’s always something to mull,
And that’s my life’s hay,

I imagine a world of my own,
I imagine coz I let myself to,
Over the years my imagination has grown,
It’s something I love to do,

And so I love the intricacies of my imagination,
No matter how lonely they are,
I am just proud of my creation,
I imagine, that will propel me far…

Love One Love All
Mohit Chopra
21st June 2010

Kyu phir aaj ye bekhudi...

Kyu phir aaj ye bekhudi,
Kyu phir aaj wahi nadaaniyaan,
Kyu kar rahe ho yun dillagi,
Ke ab to hai bhi nahi koi majburiyaan,

Kashmakash to pehle bhi bahut thi,
Jawaab milte nahi the bas sawalon ke,
Ladakpan tab bhi tu karti thi,
Nishaan ab bhi hai is dil pe, tere kadmon ke,

Ke rond ke chal di thi tu,
Bhula diya tha har haseen pal ko,
Ke mud ke bhi na dekhi thi tu,
Kis haal me choda hai mujhko,

Aaj phir paigaam tera aaya,
Is ishare ko main abhi tak samjh na paaya,
Achanak se phir tera khayal aaya,
Aur maine khud ko bahut samjhaya,

Ke naadani na kar ae bechain dil,
Ke vo phir khamosh ho jaayegi,
Ke kitna kamzor hai mera dil,
Use vo phir kuchal ke chali jaayegi,

Par sambhale na gaya mujse khud ko,
Aur ek paigam maine bhi bheja diya,
Andaaz tha jawaab ka mujhko,
Par unhone to sawal hi nazarandaz kar diya,

Ke aaj phir puchta hun wahi sawaal tumse,
Chahat kya hai tumhare betaab dil ki,
Nahi to puchta rahunga humesha khud se,
Kya wajah hai teri is berukhi ki…

Love One Love All
Mohit Chopra
20th June 2010

You just don’t love me enough to love me enough…!

I know it now,
More than I ever did,
I don’t know how,
But so far it was hid,

You never loved me enough,
To feel it inside,
To love me enough,
Just left my love aside,

I am no more in the dark,
As I see everything I didn’t,
I see we miss the spark,
Somehow earlier I couldn’t,

I’ll tell you how I know it,
I’ll tell you what makes it evident,
I will tell you every bit,
Coz now I have the opportunity that time has lent,

You don’t ever look back,
When I drop you home,
You just keep walking on the track,
And my heart looks like an empty dome,

You don’t hang up the your call,
When I am calling you up,
That moment makes me feel so small,
But I keep trying, never give up,

You don’t try to meet up,
Find an excuse just to catch my glimpse,
Come over every hiccup,
But all my hopes did mince,

You don’t get up,
Just to have dance with me,
You don’t give up,
Any argument you have with me,

You don’t hold my hand,
When we go for a movie,
I don’t know if you pretend,
When things get a bit groovy,

But I always see you sliding away,
Wandering farther from me,
And at that moment life seems astray,
And loses all glee,

You don’t think of us together in times ahead,
You don’t really think that way,
And these thoughts haunt me as I hit the bed,
And with dismay I end my day,

Maybe I am not the one for you,
Maybe you think of someone else,
But life doesn’t give me that cue,
And doesn’t ring any bells,

But now I know, as I never did,
Though the revelation has been tough,
But I have finally taken off the lid,
You just don’t love me enough to love me enough…

Love One Love All
Mohit Chopra
10th June 2010

The Bully in me...

The bully in me died out,
I had forgotten if I was ever one,
I had given up the bout,
coz harshness can't be undone,

nor the moments when u make someone feel cheated,
as he trusted you like a friend,
and his amity was never greeted,
and all his hopes were bend,

Of all the things I dislike,
one of them is the way people act,
at the beginning it may not strike,
and your inanity remains intact,

The way you try to fool others,
laugh at their expense,
to you, it never bothers,
but the other one gets tense,

who's guilty of the indifference,
who shall take the blame,
you might be deceived with the appearance,
and lose this intricate game,

there's no point thinking about any of this,
it's really not worth the time,
but it's stinging as a snakes hiss,
and I know I should be fine,

coz I have been guilty of the same game,
I have played so many of you out,
and I never felt the shame,
and I never had the slightest of doubt,

I too bashed you around with words,
made fun of your dreams,
shooed you away like flocking birds,
ignored your hearts screams,

and so now I face the grunt,
so now I pay the price,
and now my fingers are burnt,
and now my dismay is on a rise,

I shall not repent,
I shall reap what I sowed,
coz I know no one will relent,
coz I too never bowed,

lets hope I don't do it again,
no matter how good it feels,
coz it gives such a pain,
if not treated on time,it never heals...


Love One Love All
Mohit Chopra
4th June 2010